Monday, January 23, 2012

should I or shouldn't I

Well, let me start by saying that I LOVE LOVE LOVE being a stay-at-home mom, however, it is the first time in my life that I have not worked or gone to school and that is strange. 

I have a job interview on Friday, I am excited, sad, and confused on whether I should take the job if it is offered to me. It as at my former place of employment and I am pretty sure that a job offer will be made. In this economy I know I should probably just jump at the chance to have a job. 


The job is as a pharmacy technician and it is a contingent position. This  means not even part-time. I would be required to work 2 days a week, weekends and some holidays.. I love having weekends with my family and am not looking forward to working holidays. 

It is not enough to pay for child care so the kids will be with Ben's mom or Ben and maybe on the weekends with one of my oldest friends (people I have known the longest..  not OLD).. 

Ben is supportive of whatever decision I decide to make.. I don't want to make the wrong one.. I know I will miss my babies. A lot to think about.. 


Z

1 comment:

  1. What a tough decision to make! On one hand I get the pros- I mean it'll probably be really good for you to get out of the house etc. on the other hand.. is it worth working and holidays and weekends when the kids are so young- would it just add more stress or would it turn into a stress reliever? So many things to consider! I support you 100% either way! Love you and looking forward to hearing your decision!

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